I don’t how to begin to write this post except to just let the thoughts and words flow.
About a month ago, I attempted to explain that I required donations to keep operating the blog, (meaning spending the time necessary to update it,) and to do major updates like re-acquiring my domain PRAGMATIC WITNESS, or, I would be forced to delete the blog.
Donations have come in and I’ve recorded them on the menu link above, however, without employment I’ve had to use the funds to just survive using the money for personal expenses, prescription medication, fuel, and other expenses – even food.
Since I’m nearly 99% positive that I’ve been blacklisted by DHS or the federal government not being able to keep a regular job due to the politically incorrect content of this blog; I’m taking matters into my own hands while I still can. I say “screw them” as freedom of speech has not been completely outlawed at this moment.
While I have the extra time during the holidays I’m preparing to re-open a business I had over 20 years ago, plus selling high-end vintage, professional clothing and accessories on EBAY. I’m still applying for jobs online but it’s going nowhere. The internet is the absolute perfect area to discriminate against anyone.
But, also, to these many employment problems that I cannot seem to resolve, there has been a total breakdown within our family unit and I am no longer able to see my grandsons because my daughter and I have a difference of opinion on the way these children should be nutritionally nourished. She’s placed them on this fad gluten-free diet and I believe it’s causing irreparable harm since neither child has an allergy to wheat or has Celiac Disease. The children are 6 and 4.
Monsanto has caused this problem because they’re spraying the crops with Roundup before harvesting which makes the wheat toxic, but my stupid daughter refuses to investigate the situation. As a grandparent I have no rights to even report the problem to the authorities as to the harm I believe she’s doing to my grandsons. Their losing weight, tired all the time, suffering from lethargy, sleep problems, and I believe their growth will eventually be stunted, not to mention both children are extremely intelligent and have high I.Q’s, which will no doubt be impaired.
I’ve taken care of these children since they came into the world because of my availability due to lack of work, and being close by. The oldest grandson and I had a very special bond that brought so much happiness to my rather unfulfilled, unhappy existence. Due to this event, I’m suffering a type of depression I’ve never dealt with, especially when you go to bed and cry yourself to sleep every night. I haven’t seen the little guys in a month and I miss them desperately, nor will I see them on Christmas this year for the first time in their lives. I feel like I’m sitting in a prison cell waiting for a death sentence.
Right now, I’m attempting to lead somewhat of a normal life by at least taking care of myself, like eating, keeping clean….you know, the usual while fighting this exhausting depression feeling like I’ve suffered two deaths in my family.
I’ve heard from my unofficial source in the intelligence community and will be posting some unknown in the mainstream news from him.
With working on establishing an independent living I’ll do the best I can on keeping the blog updated. Right now, more small donations would be greatly appreciated. I have all of $23.00 in my checking account and that is the honest truth.
I wish I had happier news to report, but I’m losing hope that I’ll ever be happy, even moderately. Maybe the truth of the world and fighting this evil U.S. government has taken its toll and changed me more than I ever thought possible. Thankfully, I still have a good soul and wish no harm or malice to anyone.
Have a safe and warm Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Year in 2015.